Friday 24 May 2013

One

Your birthday. It's coming. It's less than two weeks away. You are going to be 1. A whole year old.
I know you are growing, I know you are getting bigger, I know you are feeling so much love, I know you are happy....but it's just so hard to accept.

You are going to be celebrating your very first birthday without us.

What I wouldn't give to wake you up to a big hug, a million kisses and a bunch of balloons. What I wouldn't give for just one kiss.

I miss your sweet little face, your perfect jawline, your big beautiful eyes, your little fingers and tiny little toes. I miss you.

We are celebrating your birthday by making a huge...HUGE....donation to the Stollery in your name. So many people have been so generous and donated so much. The donation includes everything from socks, to blankets, to sleepers, to soothers, to rattles to books. And of course sock monkeys, the one thing that reminds me of you the most.

Your foundation is coming together. We have a number of events planned. Your logo is done, we love it. And your website is just days away from being complete. Everything is moving forward....though I am sure you know that. Its the days I feel I can't keep going that I end up getting the most done, its in those days that I know that you are doing the work for me.













On your birthday you will get your balloons. And so many hugs and kisses with be sealed inside those balloons. I hope you get those too.

I miss you so much sweet little angel.
I love you as big as the sky.
Sending you a million kisses.
xox,
Momma